But I was.
I was 6 weeks along when I found out but waited till I was 9 weeks to tell my parents. I was terrified and disappointed in myself, that I had acted so dumb and not more careful. I cried and cried when I told them, so did they. The next day, my mom told me she would support any decision I made, keeping Noah or placing him. This was everything to me.
Making such a difficult decision and surviving it would have been impossible without having my family's support. I know there are so many women who place that have to go through this journey alone and it pains me to see what they go through.
I am very blessed, my family eagerly waits for updates like I do, we even share an iCloud album with Noah's adoptive mom so they get them the same time I do. I think this is going is just going to reaffirm Noah of how much he is loved down the road. He has so many people who love him.