Wednesday, December 26, 2012
A Note from Coley: Because I am human, I goofed up and didn't get this posted last week! Enjoy it a week late!
Along with most of you, I am trying to finish up my Christmas shopping. Honestly, my husband is the absolute hardest person to buy for. Part of the problem could be that I'm distracted this year more than others.
My firstborn (birth) daughter's firstborn just turned 2.
And it's distracting me. I'm not sure why.
Could it be because her oldest and my youngest are not too many months apart?
Could it be that while I love looking at pictures of him, I have yet to hold him? That I may never hold him?
Could it be that though the miles separate us, modern transportation can take us anywhere we want to go, or need to go, or are invited to go with minimal preparation and cost?
All good questions. And I'm sure there are answers. Somewhere. Maybe even in my own heart. But honestly, I'm trying to prepare my home and my family and myself for Christmas, and if I allow this stuff to come to the surface, it may overtake me.
So for now, happy birthday little one. Maybe someday we will meet.